Single Child Story

this autumn it let me think of the past.... even do i should not think about it but no choice it just happen to be remembering it itself.... i remember how slim i was in the year 2006 weighting in 50kg with a height of 158cm is normal to people to see me that age of me and this autumn is was weighting in 68kg with a height of 162cm.... is freaking fat to me ... but not only this i remember about i remember the days where i was just a kiddo studying in a brand new place living in a brand new house do i was not able to say about all this since i was so young and so naive.... but my grade so me my sadness from p1 to p3 march i was getting at least an A for one of the subject which is my Chinese or my maths but i was getting a C or D of everything.... i was so sad sad till cant cry and i cant even talk to anyone about it since i was new to the place and i am only child in the family.... even so i still mange to cope up because of my friends in school not much 3 of them name chiharu , elieen and barry this friends of my is very close to me since i first came in to the class i was so scared because i have this birth mark in my body i dun even dare to talk to them.... if i could remember the first person to talk to me was chiharu after that was elieen then barry because we were sitting in a groups of 4.....it was a nice day after all nothing much for the year then in p4 i have a crush on chiharu but i dun dare to tell her because she is too perfect for me so i kept it to myself ....soon after that barry my buddy told me he like elieen just after that in class lesson was on and i still can remember it was a chinese lesson elieen wrote a paper message to me say she like me i refue ofcause barry is my buddy how can i betray him soon after that p5 appeling my nightmare starts....my grade allow me to appel to EM2 that time even do i want to be with everyone barry , chiharu and elieen.....but my mother wants me to go EM2...i dun want to upset her so i go to EM2 the year has nothing much i fail badly ofcasue drop to EM3 for p6 i was so scared that time when the name was called 3~5 cant remeber but i do remember was my name was called last my tears was about to come out of my eyes but then i walk my way to the new class 6A with everyone there watching a cartoon so i just find a place to sit and wait for the show to end....after the show ended i talk to the people i know first to talk to was barry becasue he was just sitting behide me and chiharu was sitting 4 sit left of me and elieen was sitting next to chiharu...my final year of primary school comes which is not as bady as i thinks it was but i found out that there is a guy in our class like chiharu too or maybe a few.... i talk to the guy like buddy i hurts me alot but i did not even show a mean look and i just let it go he quite a good guy so i kept quiet all along end of the year only barry and elieen have my hp no. i dun have the guts to gave it to her as far as it look she like that guy too so i just say good bye to her a the far end of the hall after taking my PSLE result

that all my primary school days which i will remember it forever

last but not least i will do more sit-up to gain back the size of the in 2006

lastly anime recommence : Air , Fate/Stay night , Naruto , D.grey man and Fruit basket